I'm crying now! Thank you so much for being supportive! I get impulsive and emotional! I will take baby steps. Winter in Iowa is the worst too, it's supposed to be Spring but it's cold, windy and snow is coming. When it's dreary, dark and cloudy the last thing I feel like doing is exercise. I think that is the key for me. I felt so defeated yesterday that I went to McDonald's late last night. I babysat my 18 month old niece, she's an active toddler. It just about kills me. Idk how my Mom handled identical twins at age 44! I'm 43 and having a baby now would be so draining, let alone 2 newborns! Just Adriana for 4-5 hours wears me out! I eat healthy I'd like to say 80% of the time but honestly it's about 50/50, healthy/junk food. I love chocolate but I eat dark chocolate more than milk chocolate. I've always loved eating fresh fruits and vegetables. I do eat meat. (One of my twin sisters is a strict Vegan, she even scolds me if I buy leather purses and shoes!) she's only 5'2 or 5'3 and only weighs 96 lbs. [emoji]128546[/emoji]
The other twin is also only 5'2 or 5'3 but weighs about 115 lbs and she had baby Adriana.
I feel so big compared to my sisters.[emoji]128546[/emoji] There's a huge age and height difference though.
I think I'll give yoga another try, from home though. I tried going to a yoga class a few times and it was intimidating. Even little old ladies did better than I did. [emoji]128522[/emoji] I used to do leg lifts at night, that's something I am able to do again! When it gets nicer also I'm going to try to harness and leash train Nala Ava Marie. I don't think it would look crazy walking a cat? Some people walk tiny dogs! [emoji]10084[/emoji]️[emoji]128062[/emoji][emoji]128571[/emoji]
The other twin is also only 5'2 or 5'3 but weighs about 115 lbs and she had baby Adriana.
I feel so big compared to my sisters.[emoji]128546[/emoji] There's a huge age and height difference though.
I think I'll give yoga another try, from home though. I tried going to a yoga class a few times and it was intimidating. Even little old ladies did better than I did. [emoji]128522[/emoji] I used to do leg lifts at night, that's something I am able to do again! When it gets nicer also I'm going to try to harness and leash train Nala Ava Marie. I don't think it would look crazy walking a cat? Some people walk tiny dogs! [emoji]10084[/emoji]️[emoji]128062[/emoji][emoji]128571[/emoji]