Just checking in to say goodnight to you and Simon, and wishing you both a peaceful night and sweet dreams.
He actually let me syringe him water throughout the day. It gave me a chance to look at his mouth and its disappearing right before my eyes. BUT, his tongue is back to normal size so he was able to drink and he even made it to the litter box to urinate.
I'm in tears as I fear the end is near. Perhaps he can adjust to the tumor's movement yet again as he has so many times before.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and yours as this day ebbs into night.
I don't know what you're talking about I'm sure!!!@Stewball
as always, thank you for your kind words. You always manage to make me feel good. As does everyone else. I've said it before, I wouldn't have been able to make it this far without all the support and handy tips you all have offered.
Right now, Simon was looking for more water. I'm please to say, it's not coming back out of his nose. I feared that the cancer put a hole in the roof of his mouth.
He had some interest in the birds outside but for the most part today, he was weary and tired.
Here is a picture of my boy in better days.
In this picture he's slowly making his way up onto my hubby's desk which a BIG NO NO... And he KNOWS it. LOL
It was taken 2012
Below, I love the look on his face, It's one of two things...
I'm invisible and/or You know you won't scold me...
You've always said kind things to me throughout this journey, on this thread and in PM messages. And I appreciate every word.I don't know what you're talking about I'm sure!!!
@Artiemom Your words brought tears to my eyes. I'll keep moving forward and think of creative ways to make my boy happy. As long as he lets me.
Every time I open up the CatSite, I run to this thread. Each time I see a post from you, my heart misses a few beats. ... I have to run to see the update. I am wishing for the best and dreading the worst; knowing in my heart that the worst is inevitable, but somehow I am just hoping for a miracle. I want the Story of Simon and You to go on indefinitely. Alas I am fearing the worst.
You have given life into Simon. You have given US, the knowledge of Simon's life and love. You have give us a pure testimony to the power of unconditional love. Yes, LOVE; from both you and Simon.
We have come to know Simon ~~ his loving personality; him being a character; you allowing him to live in peace, comfort, joy, and love. The trials you are going through to make his last days those of dignity, and love is beyond belief.
thank you... so many hugs to give you...and Simon....(((hugs)))
Each time I read an update, I think of my guy and if I would be able to follow your path. I do not know. I admire you.
After I reading any current posts, I just want to go over to Artie and hug him and not let go. You inspire me...
Simon continues to amaze, as do you. He does seem to have a great deal of peace today. I too rush to this thread every time I log in. I feel like I know Simon, because you have allowed us all to know him. His kitten pictures are so adorable! He is still adorable and so much more, and he is surrounded by love. No one can ask for more than that. If you don't want to have to dash out for pedialyte, or use a flavored version, this is the World Health Organization's recipe for homemade unflavored pedialyte; it makes one cup and is good for 24 hours. 1 cup water, 2 teaspoons sugar, 1/8 teaspoon salt, 1/8 teaspoon baking soda. You all are in my prayers. I read about Simon's journey with tears in my eyes, but with a grateful heart. Simon is such a gift, and so is this thread. Hugs.......
@Artiemom Your words brought tears to my eyes. I'll keep moving forward and think of creative ways to make my boy happy. As long as he lets me.
Right now, he got up from the where he was laying by the window and decided to camp out on the kitchen floor. It's getting muggy here and I had to shut the window on him because the neighbors are tarring the roof.
I don't know if Simon will live to see Sunday. He's slowed down even from this morning, but his mind is still racing and pretty focused, but you can see him getting weary. He's still so very loving and sweet.
Correction, he just jumped on the toilet to jump in the tub since hubby just came out of the shower. One of his favorite thinks was to watch and catch the drops that are falling on the tiles.
I actually just made paw prints of his front paws. I'll do back later.
I used the recipe that we used as a kid and is actually all over the internet.
3/4 cup flour
1/2 cup salt
1/2 cup water
Just knead until smooth, roll out and press... I put it on wax paper, then back it at 200 or so for 30 minutes until dry.
At this point if Simon does leave me, he will go peacefully.
Simon's Journey continues... for now.