After a long battle with cancer my dad passed away today just before 2pm. He was still talking last night and I even said good-bye to him before going home.
I received a call this morning that he had very labored breathing and so I just threw on some clothes and went up there. A few friends came up and stayed with me, but when he passed I was out of the room because 4 nurses came in to check on him and that was when it happened.
I feel horrible that I wasn't in there and I kept falling asleep because I was so tired that I was afraid that something like this would happen.
I hope that my dad is now with my mom. It will be a journey and new experience in this world to have no family left, except for friends.
My dad's family is very toxic, only gossips, and brings you down. They even said bad things about my dad so as soon as the funeral is over I am breaking free of that viral disease that calls themselves a family. It will be a relief and a burden lifted and I am grateful that I shielded my dad from all the grief they have caused the both of us.
He knew that the people who truly cared were there with him. I'm glad that he no longer has to suffer and that he went in peace with little suffering.
It's going to take a long time for me to get used to the fact that my parents are now both gone. They weren't perfect, but they were always there for me and I made sure that I was there for them when they needed me most.
I have no regrets with my dad because I know I did everything he asked me to and more.
I received a call this morning that he had very labored breathing and so I just threw on some clothes and went up there. A few friends came up and stayed with me, but when he passed I was out of the room because 4 nurses came in to check on him and that was when it happened.
I feel horrible that I wasn't in there and I kept falling asleep because I was so tired that I was afraid that something like this would happen.
I hope that my dad is now with my mom. It will be a journey and new experience in this world to have no family left, except for friends.
My dad's family is very toxic, only gossips, and brings you down. They even said bad things about my dad so as soon as the funeral is over I am breaking free of that viral disease that calls themselves a family. It will be a relief and a burden lifted and I am grateful that I shielded my dad from all the grief they have caused the both of us.
He knew that the people who truly cared were there with him. I'm glad that he no longer has to suffer and that he went in peace with little suffering.
It's going to take a long time for me to get used to the fact that my parents are now both gone. They weren't perfect, but they were always there for me and I made sure that I was there for them when they needed me most.
I have no regrets with my dad because I know I did everything he asked me to and more.
