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Thank you, both of you. It is very hard and I miss him something awful. He was so special. One of a kind. He was a brave fighter and he fought hard till the end. But I think it was for me. Toward the end I'd sit with him in my lap and cry and just pray for God to let him live. And he did. But he wasn't getting better. Only worse. It was me keeping him alive when he needed to go and I had to come to realize that before I could let go. Twas the hardest thing I've ever done. Every day I still shed some tears for my sweet Jake.Originally Posted by LDG
Oh Tammie, I've had so little time for TCS and been so wrapped up in my own issues that I didn't see this until now! I cried out "Oh NO!" when I saw the headline, and Gary asked what happened. I was reading the thread and crying. He was relieved there was nothing wrong with me, but he extends his sympathies and his best to you.
I don't even know what to say. I just feel pain and sadness - and I know it's NOTHING compared to what you're experiencing. I'm just so sorry. I know in my head that Jake's in a happy place now, whole and with no illness or pain. But my heart is breaking for your loss. I know Jake will do what he can to let you know how much he loved you, and I'm sure your heart will feel it - it'll just hurt for a long, long time.
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Laurie