lots of stay strong vobes for you Keysha, I have officially been smoke free for over 10 weeks, and I'd be lying if I said I couldn't pick one up right now and start again. I was like you, it wasn't the nioctine, it was the actual act of smoking. I quit cold turkey and the first 2 weeks were the roughest, but if you can make it thru those, its all down hill. Just remember that the craving will pass, like Sadie'smom said, having a drink of water helped me as well as chewing gum or having anything to chew on actually. There were times when I was literally salivating
and hyper-ventilating for a cigarette but I held strong, I know you can do it too!