I'm in awe of the tremendous job you're doing with Simon. This journal is a very good thing you're doing - for you and for anyone who reads it. I wish I had kept a similar journal when my Milo had squamous cell carcinoma in his upper gum because I would have been much more in tune with everything going on with him. Perhaps I could have helped him more, the way you are doing with Simon. Milo also had trouble eating. Your description of Simon trying so hard to eat the cheese really brought back memories to me because Milo also wanted to eat but couldn't. In the end, I was blending his food and using the syringe to feed him, but he would still insist that I put a bowl down for him, just so he could try to eat. I see that in your descriptions of Simon, too - the desire to stick to his routine.
Simon is such a sweetheart. I'm with LotsofFur - I've totally fallen in love with him. The videos of him drinking and grooming himself really touched my heart. He is a very brave boy and I just want to reach through the screen and give him a big kiss.
Thank you for posting this and letting us share your journey.
Kisses to Simon.
And ((((hugs)))) to you.
Simon is such a sweetheart. I'm with LotsofFur - I've totally fallen in love with him. The videos of him drinking and grooming himself really touched my heart. He is a very brave boy and I just want to reach through the screen and give him a big kiss.
Thank you for posting this and letting us share your journey.
Kisses to Simon.