May my mother rest in peace

[duchess15]

Originally Posted by MoochNNoodles

Oh hon I wish I had words to make you feel better but I just don't. Everything I can think of just doesn't do justice to what my heart wants to say, so I'm just sending lots of prayers and virtual hugs your way.

Thanks.

 

[tara g]

I only just now saw this thread. My thoughts are with you. I cant imagine how hard this is for you

Your mom sounds like she was an amazing woman.

 

[catloverin_ks]

Originally Posted by Duchess15

True....I'd give all the money I had if it would bring her back. I knew balancing hers would be difficult.

I can't HUG you enough!!! I so feel your pain!!

I would do ANYTHING in the whole world to have my dad again.

 

[duchess15]

Originally Posted by catloverin_ks

I can't HUG you enough!!! I so feel your pain!!

I would do ANYTHING in the whole world to have my dad again.

It just doesn't get easier, does it? If something happens to my dad, I will have no one.

 

[sibohan2005]

I know it's hard to face every day thinking that way, it's the way mortality effects all of us. I have had several gut check moments thinking what happens to me when i'm alone. And that question is always in the back of our minds.
You must be feeling your own mortality since the death of your mother, I can certainly comisserate. I wish I could tell you this feeling goes away but it's always there, just somewhat stronger some days from others.

 

[prettyboy]

i am so so sorry. i lost my mom in 1985 and reading some of
your posts brings me back like it was yesterday. my heart breaks for you.
you can see in the pictures you posted of her what a lively spirit she had.
she passed that on to you i'm sure. she will live on in you and in everything
you do. i know you miss her with every fiber in your body.

big hugs.

 

[duchess15]

Thanks.

I try, but everything reminds me of her. I wake up each morning feeling like it is a bad dream. I don't want to be here nor there and I feel like anything I do doesn't even matter. I'm still very tired from taking care of her to the hospital to trying to get all the paperwork done.