I just wanted to say....

I just simply CANT get Davidson out of my mind!! God, hes all I have thought about since I found out the devastating news I am still crying right now!! I just felt so close to this little fellow.

Please Kenz, know how very sorry I am. i just cant express that enough!!

It is tramatic to loss a special friend so unexpectantly. I'm afraid I don't know many details at this point. I hope that they can get through this.

I can't believe he's gone either. Kenzie, John, and Harley are in my thoughts and prayers. I just hope it gets easier in time. I wish I could bring Davidson back to you again, Mackenzie. You are a wonderful meowmy to Harley and you were to Davidson as well. You showed him love and he loved you back 10 times more I am sure. I just wish this was a dream for you and your family and us, Mackenzie. I am still in shock over this and felt like Davidson was one of my own.

Please feel free to pm myself or anyone you need to talk to. Again, I've only read very little and from what I understand it's very unexpected. I can only imagine what you are feeling and my heart breaks to lose such a precious friend.

Kenzie hon i'm praying for you

Yeah, I'm having trouble with it. Just like with Nakita. When I first read condolences, my heart dropped like a rock. I haven't checked in to the Health forums for a few days, and I felt so guilty, like I'd missed something. Then when I found out it had just happened - no notice, no warning, no nothing, I just fell apart. Gary thought I'd hurt myself and broken something I was crying so uncontrollably.

Poor Davidson - it had to be a stroke, there's just no other explanation. And there's nothing anyone could have done. It doesn't change a thing, and I'm sure McKenzie would have still brought Davidson home even if she knew in advance he'd be with them such a short time. But the suddenness of his death is just devastating.

All I can do now is what I did when Nakita died. Cry. Shake my fist at the universe. Kiss and hug all my kitties. And send so many loving vibes and hugs to Kenz, John and Harley. And feel completely overwhelmed and helpless otherwise.

Laurie

I feel the same. I couldn't wait to get home and hug my girls. I spent the day at my office unable to work and crying when I read some of tributes. How can I be so devasted by the loss of a cat I never met and feel so bad for someone I don't really know. It almost feels like one of my cats has died. I can't imagine what Mackenzie and John must be going through. What a horrible, shocking loss. Little Davidson was like a mascot for all of us at TCS. My heart goes out to you.

Cynthia

Originally Posted by jane_vernon

I don't think anyone can every be prepared for a tragic loss like this.

I just want to go home right now and hug my kitties so tight and tell them how much I love them

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Same here!!

I am so devastated reading about Davidson! I can only begin to imagine how you feel. No one should lose their pet/child under those circumstances ever, and not knowing how or why makes it only harder! My heart is in agony and I am in tears trying to find some way to comfort your broken soul. Alas, know that Davidson loved you dearly for giving him what all precious friend desire...a place to call home.

Originally Posted by ckatz

I feel the same. I couldn't wait to get home and hug my girls. I spent the day at my office unable to work and crying when I read some of tributes. How can I be so devasted by the loss of a cat I never met and feel so bad for someone I don't really know. It almost feels like one of my cats has died. I can't imagine what Mackenzie and John must be going through. What a horrible, shocking loss. Little Davidson was like a mascot for all of us at TCS. My heart goes out to you.

Cynthia

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So so so true!! Well said! You took the words out of my mouth. I know its so weird that we connect with a cat/person we have never met. I truly feel like he was one of my own kits.......

I'm here if you need anything at all Kenzie I'm praying for you sweetie. We're all here to listen and support you if you need a shoulder to cry on ok

I've only been on this forum a short time so I really haven't had time to become too attached to the little one, but I am just devastated. Poor Mackenzie must be beside herself. It's hard when you know it's coming, but it's quite another thing when it's so sudden.

I was just talking to my mother this evening about how you become so attached to your pets. They can't speak for themselves so you become their voice to the world and love them and take care of them and do everything you can to make them happy. And then something horrific like this happens. It just breaks your heart. It makes me wonder if it's really worth it, to love something so much only to have your heart ripped out. Of course I know it is, but it's hard to realize that right now. I think I need to go to bed, I'm going to make myself ill.

Originally Posted by ckatz

How can I be so devasted by the loss of a cat I never met and feel so bad for someone I don't really know. It almost feels like one of my cats has died. I can't imagine what Mackenzie and John must be going through. What a horrible, shocking loss. Little Davidson was like a mascot for all of us at TCS. My heart goes out to you.

Cynthia

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I feel selfish talking about myself here, but I too feel as if I've lost one of my own. It's just not right that this happened. If I could hurt myself and make the little sweetheart come back and make everything okay again I'd do it. Oh this is just sickening.

Awww Kenz, you're so very welcome. Its what we're here for. I'm off to give Anya extra cuddles tonight.

Its very hard to beleive

I glad I'm not the only one. I thought I was losing my mind. I started thinking I have to stop going on this forum. It's weird how connected we all felt to Davidson. Maybe it all the photos that were posted of him & Harley. There have been a lot of collective tears shed for this little guy.

Oh MacKenzie, I'm so sorry. I saw the sigs Eithne posted in the siggy thread, and it took me a few seconds to register what they said. My heart goes out to you, John and Harley; I can't even begin to imagine the pain you all must be feeling right now. My thoughts are with you.

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Its very hard to beleive

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yes, it is. this board just will not be the same without Davidson. I will miss seeing his pictures and Mackenzie telling stories about him. I know he will be missed by us all, especially Mackenzie. I just cannot imagine the pain she is feeling right now and I know I keep on saying this, but I really do wish I could bring Davidson back for her. She loved that little sweet handsome guy sooo much.

I've said it a million times today, but thank you so much again everyone
My best friend just left- she brought over KFC... my favorite and I was able to eat a bit, but now I just feel as tho I shouldn't have
She brought me 2 balloons and a very gorgeous Willow Tree Angel holding a gray kitty I'll take a picture and post it when I can

It was good to smile and laugh and have some girl time tonight, it helped a bit.

Harley & I had a little cat nip party tonight, in memory of Davidson We had a grand 'ol time and I told him that Davidson was watching down on us, having his own party up there with the rest of the RB kitties... He gave me a headbutt and continued with his nip

Originally Posted by catloverin_ks

I just simply CANT get Davidson out of my mind!! God, hes all I have thought about since I found out the devastating news

I am still crying right now!! I just felt so close to this little fellow.

Please Kenz, know how very sorry I am. i just cant express that enough!!

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I have been feeling the same way all day, I even went back too bed after i heard its been a really sad day and kenz i camt express how sorry i am enough as well

Originally Posted by Miagi's_Mommy

I can't believe he's gone either.

Kenzie, John, and Harley are in my thoughts and prayers.

I just hope it gets easier in time. I wish I could bring Davidson back to you again, Mackenzie. You are a wonderful meowmy to Harley and you were to Davidson as well. You showed him love and he loved you back 10 times more I am sure. I just wish this was a dream for you and your family and us, Mackenzie.

I am still in shock over this and felt like Davidson was one of my own.

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I have been in shock all day over it for everyone ecsp. kenz