So I went to a friends for dinner last night with DH.
I walked in and they've recently had an extension and their kitchen was like walking into a beautiful spread in an interiors magazine, it looked amazing. And they did a lot of work themselves. The couple that live there both work in london and spend 4 hours travelling every day, but they obviously earn an absolute fortune and are happy together.
There were two other couples there too, also married. One of the couples are newlyweds and we watched their wedding dvd. They looked so happy together.
The other couple, who also live in the same village as us, announced that they are 5 months pregnant they couldn't stop holding hands it was so cute.
Then I got home and I was like oh man I feel like such an underachiever! I have an ordinary job, which I thought was fine, although I'm not going anywhere fast. (although I do have a second interview for a job on Wednesday) DH and I have been a bit rocky, and I've been going to relate (relationship councilling) alone as he won't go! Our house is ordinary, messy and needs stuff doing to it like a bit of painting etc. We have two beautiful kitties who love us very much. AND I organise gigs for charity (Oxfam) and the last one made five hundred pounds. I have another one coming up on 23rd Oct so I'm a bit nevous about that.
Why do I feel so bad about myself for being average!!!!! I need a kick up the butt - I'm ok but feel that's not enough - have to be one of these wonderwomen earning millions whilst saving the world
I walked in and they've recently had an extension and their kitchen was like walking into a beautiful spread in an interiors magazine, it looked amazing. And they did a lot of work themselves. The couple that live there both work in london and spend 4 hours travelling every day, but they obviously earn an absolute fortune and are happy together.
There were two other couples there too, also married. One of the couples are newlyweds and we watched their wedding dvd. They looked so happy together.
The other couple, who also live in the same village as us, announced that they are 5 months pregnant they couldn't stop holding hands it was so cute.
Then I got home and I was like oh man I feel like such an underachiever! I have an ordinary job, which I thought was fine, although I'm not going anywhere fast. (although I do have a second interview for a job on Wednesday) DH and I have been a bit rocky, and I've been going to relate (relationship councilling) alone as he won't go! Our house is ordinary, messy and needs stuff doing to it like a bit of painting etc. We have two beautiful kitties who love us very much. AND I organise gigs for charity (Oxfam) and the last one made five hundred pounds. I have another one coming up on 23rd Oct so I'm a bit nevous about that.
Why do I feel so bad about myself for being average!!!!! I need a kick up the butt - I'm ok but feel that's not enough - have to be one of these wonderwomen earning millions whilst saving the world