I have just rang my brother, his family, my other brother and his family and my dad are all going out for a meal! I never got invited, I never do!
Me and my dad were close when I was small, I'm the only girl. But as I got older it seems like he doesn't give a damn! He has also said in the past I was the worst child he had! I don't get it, I did on the odd occassion drink with friends when i was a teenager, I also snuck out a few times to go to parties, but usually i was always in on time, I did housework, if my parents worked late i'd cook for them, I'd do the washing etc.
I know I was almost 18 when I fell pregnant, and I was on the pill at the time! but he never spoke to me for 5 yrs because of it, just before mum died he made peace with me,and I really looked after him when she died, did everything for him, but he still says the most hurtful things!
He never rings, or visits, even though i no longer live in london even when I did he always visited my brothers houses, just never mine...I never recieve a birthday card or christmas card!
He always sends my nieces and nephews money or rings them, my daughter if on the odd occassion see's him, he does give her money, but not like the others, he never phones her either! it's like he's all for the other kids just not mine! Don't get me wrong the money isn't the big deal it's how he treats them different.
My brothers are the same, they always go out together, or on holiday and spend christmas together with dad, and I never get invited, if i speak to them it's because I have picked up the phone, not them. My aunt (my mums sister) always tells me when they have said stuff which is pretty often, and she always backs me up...other than her I feel like I have no family, and feel really unwanted, and the thing is I don't know what I have done to deserve this, all i've ever done is love them all and always been there for all of them!
I'm so sorry to spout all this off on here, but i cried when I came off the phone and Alan is working, I guess I just needed to get it off my chest.
Me and my dad were close when I was small, I'm the only girl. But as I got older it seems like he doesn't give a damn! He has also said in the past I was the worst child he had! I don't get it, I did on the odd occassion drink with friends when i was a teenager, I also snuck out a few times to go to parties, but usually i was always in on time, I did housework, if my parents worked late i'd cook for them, I'd do the washing etc.
I know I was almost 18 when I fell pregnant, and I was on the pill at the time! but he never spoke to me for 5 yrs because of it, just before mum died he made peace with me,and I really looked after him when she died, did everything for him, but he still says the most hurtful things!
He never rings, or visits, even though i no longer live in london even when I did he always visited my brothers houses, just never mine...I never recieve a birthday card or christmas card!
He always sends my nieces and nephews money or rings them, my daughter if on the odd occassion see's him, he does give her money, but not like the others, he never phones her either! it's like he's all for the other kids just not mine! Don't get me wrong the money isn't the big deal it's how he treats them different.
My brothers are the same, they always go out together, or on holiday and spend christmas together with dad, and I never get invited, if i speak to them it's because I have picked up the phone, not them. My aunt (my mums sister) always tells me when they have said stuff which is pretty often, and she always backs me up...other than her I feel like I have no family, and feel really unwanted, and the thing is I don't know what I have done to deserve this, all i've ever done is love them all and always been there for all of them!
I'm so sorry to spout all this off on here, but i cried when I came off the phone and Alan is working, I guess I just needed to get it off my chest.