What you are doing is wonderful and I wish there were more people like you. Black Kitty is beautiful.
No, I wasn't joking at all, but I like the way you think better, so I'll go with that. KiKi is still very much with me....just not physically.
My KiKi angel must be just SO mad that her house has been invaded.
You were just joking, right? I believe that if Kiki's spirit is still present around you now or in the afterlife, she is not harboring any ill feelings towards you or Black Kitty.
I guess I was just trying to offer you some comfort and reassurance that your efforts with Black Kitty is not in any way a betrayal of the love you had for Kiki.