Ann, I hope you are doing okay. I've been thinking about you. Please know that even though some people in your family don't understand the grief and loss that you're feeling over Sadie, that we do and many of us are crying over Sadie even though we never met her. Cats are very soulful creatures and are able to connect with us humans on very deep levels. I hope you will be able to sense Sadie's peaceful presence with you at some point, or have a vivid dream about her, or experience some kind of connection with her so that you can derive comfort from knowing that she is well and at peace now.