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Yeah, pretty much it is.
Yeah, pretty much it is.
You make an excellent point. I've lost some to slow, debilitating sicknesses where I know for months that the end is coming. It gives me time to prepare, but it also gives me time to sit and brood about what is to come. I've also lost them suddenly, and there's no time for preparation (shock), but there's also no time for grieving them before they've gone. If she's still eating all the foods and loving all the cuddles, take it day by day and give her all the love you can.That’s what keeps me going. Knowing that it will get better.
Caring for one terminally sick animal was hard, losing him broke me, doing it a second time so soon after, not sure I have the words to describe it. For you to lose 3 so quickly I can’t imagine. I hope that you are able to recover from the trauma.
People ask me or offer the the thought that it’s better to have time to say goodbye and it’s a yes and no answer for me, parts of me are so grateful for having ‘more’ time, for telling them all of the things, for letting them eat all of the foods, for giving all of the cuddles. The other part hates watching them ever so slowly fade away into shadow. And it culminates in you deciding when they die. It’s awful anyway which way it happens.
I had similar experiences with friends. One person I'd been through a lot with who also has pets of their own, I messaged the bad news about Tag to and their response was so vague and "blah". They didn't seem to care at all. NGL, it bugged me a lot. A day or so later, I found myself unable to not break down in front of a few of my customers that I've known since I was a kid, and they were so sweet to me. They offered me so much support. I am so happy that you have family who understands at least somewhat.I have found the same thing. Kindness and thoughtfulness has come from places I haven’t expected it to. And it hasn’t been readily given from places that I would expect it from. A friend I’ve been there for through thick and thin hasn’t reached out once to ask how I am, but at the same time has reached out to unload her baggage on me. Another person who I considered less close messaged me to simply say I’m keeping you in my thoughts, and it meant the world. It makes you reevaluate people for sure. My family have been awesome but then I grew up in a house surrounded by animals and so my parents and sisters have the same affinity with animals that I do, they just aren’t cat people to the level that I am. And this forum has been a god send. I’ve always been a writer when it comes to my thoughts, diaries, journals etc. and being able to not only ask for help and advice but just to put my thoughts into words helps in a way to get them out of my head.
and of course photosJust watching my 3 favourites (Gollum, precious, my husband) sleeping on the sofa together.
There are always photos!!!and of course photos
See? There you areI should’ve known that the only thing that could make me throw all of that out of the window is cats
You and me both, not worth posting on all that junk. Maybe I'm showing my age.believe it or not I have no social media at all, no Facebook, no Instagram, no Snapchat, no tik tok nothing, never have, husband has some, but this is honestly my first foray into online forums.
I use the internet for a lot of things including work, just not socially. I should’ve known that the only thing that could make me throw all of that out of the window is cats
I am so glad she's doing so well. It's such an emotional roller coaster when you know something is not good, but they're doing so well on the outside that you'd never know had you not gotten the news.I think you find out who people are in times of crisis I had a similar experience when I was diagnosed with a back condition. I think there are also those people that are just uncomfortable with ‘bad news’ or don’t know how to handle other peoples emotions. But whoever you are in life and whatever your situation, empathy should be something that you should be able to offer to anyone. I guess that’s another conversation entirely though.
Precious is doing wonderfully. Literally would not know there’s a problem. Me on the other hand cried in a diy store car park yesterday I can laugh at myself now but that’s the thing with it all, it just hits out of nowhere, but today I’m different entirely, positive, appreciative. Just watching my 3 favourites (Gollum, precious, my husband) sleeping on the sofa together.
And noting down the positives I think is a wonderful that I’m going to do
No Facebook here either, and no Instagram, no Snapchat, I'm still not 100% sure what tik tok or twitter even really are. I've read a lot of articles that say social media is very toxic, but it doesn't seem to be the case on this site.believe it or not I have no social media at all, no Facebook, no Instagram, no Snapchat, no tik tok nothing, never have, husband has some, but this is honestly my first foray into online forums.
I use the internet for a lot of things including work, just not socially. I should’ve known that the only thing that could make me throw all of that out of the window is cats
I like to think of it an intelligence thing as opposed to an age thingYou and me both, not worth posting on all that junk. Maybe I'm showing my age.
I think these are wonderful ideas. I love that you kept that cardboard and no doubt so many other beautiful reminders. I kept as many keepsakes and reminders as I could from my boy and will do the same with precious. My husband said I should stop looking through all the photos of smeagol in my phone in the immediate days after he passed because it made me cry. But those tears were happy tears, I was so so so glad that I’d taken so many pictures of him.I am so glad she's doing so well. It's such an emotional roller coaster when you know something is not good, but they're doing so well on the outside that you'd never know had you not gotten the news.
I so remember going to the grocery store the first time after Tag was diagnosed. I was going along the aisles, with that "feeling" in the pit of my stomach, and ordering myself not to cry. I know the cashiers (small town) and I had the one cashier that day who always asks about how my pets are doing. I had already told myself that if she asked, I would (this time) say "Oh, they're great!" to prevent the waterworks. Somehow I got through that.
Then, coming home, I got detoured and was going down these tiny one lane back roads and got stuck behind a tractor. The farmer chugged along at 2 mph and was nice enough to pull over immediately so I could pass and gave me a friendly wave as he did. That friendly wave hit me in a weird, wonderful way. I sped home. When I got home, Tag proceeded to take it upon himself to quietly reach into a bag and walk away with 4 sticks of butter that were wrapped in a cardboard box. I obviously took it away, but that box had tooth marks, so I broke the box down flat, dated it, and made a note on what he had done. Today, it's still in his little health journal. Noting those positives carried me through a lot of rough times.
Another thing I've done is made a random memories list, whenever I suddenly remember something cute any of them have done (not just Tag, but any pets I've had that have passed), I just jot it down, and they are ALL positive.
Precisely it’s the toxicity and the stories I’ve heard that keep me well away. It seems positive spaces on the internet are few and far between. This place is a rare gem!No Facebook here either, and no Instagram, no Snapchat, I'm still not 100% sure what tik tok or twitter even really are. I've read a lot of articles that say social media is very toxic, but it doesn't seem to be the case on this site.
Thank you I'll pass along your thoughts to the site owner, she'll be pleased to hearThis place is a rare gem!
I am glad you have those keepsakes and reminders, and photos too. My photo account is ridiculous. I don't think there's one human face in there, it's ALL cats and dogs!I think these are wonderful ideas. I love that you kept that cardboard and no doubt so many other beautiful reminders. I kept as many keepsakes and reminders as I could from my boy and will do the same with precious. My husband said I should stop looking through all the photos of smeagol in my phone in the immediate days after he passed because it made me cry. But those tears were happy tears, I was so so so glad that I’d taken so many pictures of him.