I went to the doctor today to have blood drawn to see if I could be pregnant. We just started trying, and I know that it doesnt always happen right away, but giving the fact that I was in such a horrific car accident and broke my pelvis, there was never any guarantees that I could. We don't know what kind of damage my body sustained that would leave an everlasting effect on me. I had a lot of reservations about getting married because I know that my husband wants kids someday, and I was and still am terrified that I can't deliver that for him. He assured me that it was okay.
So, here I am, about a week late, home test says not pregnant. But I am usually on time. Had some spotting here and there. So, I called the doctor and they recommended that I come in and get a blood test to be sure. They also said I could be miscarrying.
Now, I am even more scared that theres something more serious wrong with me, that I am not pregnant, and that I can't ever be pregnant.
I get the results back tomorrow. Please send some vibes if you have any. The hardest part is telling my husband that there isn't a baby and that there may never be. If there isnt, and theres nothing wrong with me, than we will keep trying. Until then, I have to deal with this nagging worry.
Thank you for taking the time to read this, I really appreciate it.
So, here I am, about a week late, home test says not pregnant. But I am usually on time. Had some spotting here and there. So, I called the doctor and they recommended that I come in and get a blood test to be sure. They also said I could be miscarrying.
Now, I am even more scared that theres something more serious wrong with me, that I am not pregnant, and that I can't ever be pregnant.
I get the results back tomorrow. Please send some vibes if you have any. The hardest part is telling my husband that there isn't a baby and that there may never be. If there isnt, and theres nothing wrong with me, than we will keep trying. Until then, I have to deal with this nagging worry.
Thank you for taking the time to read this, I really appreciate it.