Oh Sarah...he knows how much he is lovedOriginally Posted by sarahp
Thank you all. The hardest part at the moment is that I can't just sit down with Andrew and hold him and cry my eyes out. If we stand face to face and try to hold each other, my stitches hurt from the c section. If we sit side by side, I can't twist because of the surgery. And if I start bawling my belly really hurts. So I have to try and control the crying and do it while just holding Andrew's hand.
It's so hard and so unfair. Everything had been going so well, I had every test under the sun, and we were so close to the end. My poor baby will never know how much he was loved.