Please do adopt another companion, I know it would help you in your grieving process. I'm so very sorry for your loss, and I want you to know you are not alone. Let us share your pain and help you with your pain. Reaching out to others is difficult when you hurt so much, but you know how important a support system is right now. Losing your girl leaves a huge hole in your heart, but eventually, with time,you will begin to heal and remember her with smiles instead of tears. She loved you so much she would never want you to be so sad, but to rejoice in the love you two shared and someday share it with another. She taught you what it is to love another, treasure that and keep it locked in your heart. Take care of yourself........ RIP beautiful little Siamese girl!
The TCS team would like you to know that we are so very sorry for your loss. Threads are locked after someone has suffered such a loss, as a sign of respect. We invite you to place a tribute at http://www.thecatsite.com/f/19/crossing-the-bridge as an enduring testimony to your friend.