Trom, I'm so sorry for your loss of lovely Bailey. I read your message & managed to find my password to log in & reply. I've not logged in for a few years. I lost my beloved friend Marmite in 2011, I am still feel pain now & writing this through my tears. This forum has been a wonderful help to me. You absolutely did the right thing Trom. Completely the right thing & you were right to be there at the end, as his best friend. It's a terrible terrible time, I know & understand. You did the very best thing for your friend, but it doesn't make it hurt any less, probably more so. Bailey will be in your heart forever & he knows that you did the very best for him that you could.