I visited the Vancouver SPCA today just to view some cats/kittens today. I couldn't handle being there more than 10 minutes before running out of the shelter crying my eyes out. I'm not ready to bring a new baby into my life yet. I need to still do more grieving over my baby Bella's loss. Also, knowing that many of those beautiful fur beings I seen today won't get a home and will be euthanized made me cry even more. I need to wait and do more mourning. I guess I'll know when I'm ready. Those that got or will get adopted, I hope go to loving homes. I'm still shaken and teary from this experience. I'm wondering if anyone has gone through something similar. By no means is my grieving situation unique. However, it's only been three weeks and two days since my baby died suddenly and suffered horrendously. Thank you for reading.
Jlc20m
P.S. Did I betray my Bella by seeing kittens today??? I hope not...
Jlc20m
P.S. Did I betray my Bella by seeing kittens today??? I hope not...
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