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i just wish so many things...i wish i had my own house so i never had to get rid of any of my cats...i wish i had my own carriers..i wish i had taken more time to get them adopted...i wish i had taken things slower that night...i wish i had taken the time to hug and kiss each of them and whisper word of love and place them each carefully in a carrier...i wish i had kissed Chillon...i wish I hadnt let Georgie's death take over ...i wish i had loved them more...i wish i had been more patient with Leo..I wish Chillon had hid, too....i wish i had my own house so this never would have happened...i wish no one cared how many cats i had...I wish AJkittys beautiful face didnt make me cry...i wish i knew what the truth of what really happened was..i wish i had looked into Chillons carrier like i did Vinny & Leo so I could remember if his was ok and so I wouldnt feel like he was calling to me and thought I ignored him...I wish I could stop my brain form making me feeling like he was calling to me telling me he loved me and he was scared ....i wsh i could hold them again... I wish my family understood me …I wish it weren’t just ricky that felt the way I d...i wish i could find away to let this stop hurting so much....if only i knew the truth the real truth....i love all you so muchI miss and love all of you so much and wish I could have u all back…Vinny, Soxx, Chillon, Scarface, Leo, Mystery, Girlie, Nahlhala, Nahlo, baby kittens esp little kitten that fought so hardt o come back from almost dying