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Im turning to this forum, as this is a place where i always go to when i need help, and have met many wonderful people here.
NOTE: this post is jumbled as my thoughts as a mess right now.
My mom (68 years old) is going through the hardest battle of her life. Just got sent home from the hospital, and was told she has stage 4 cancer. we are waiting for the biopsy report to see where it originates from. but they see tumors in the liver (almost the entire liver) and pancreas. i feel so lost, and devastated. my mom is the closest person to me. i have family and siblings i am close to, but they all have their own families.
ive made a lot of mistakes in my life, im 30 years old, and i dont have a drivers license, and quit college a couple of years ago. Ive been making money by my brother paying me to take care of my niece. i know that makes me sound awful, ive been so lost all of my life. i want to be a stronger person for my mom and for myself. im the one caring for her during the day and night. my brother helps in the afternoons, and my sister will cover the day on weekends.
ive been desperately searching for information but everything is so contradictory. people saying to do chemo, to NOT do chemo (that its a death sentence). people saying that diet can cure you. i feel so confused and lost and feel like such a disappointment to my mom and to myself.
NOTE: this post is jumbled as my thoughts as a mess right now.
My mom (68 years old) is going through the hardest battle of her life. Just got sent home from the hospital, and was told she has stage 4 cancer. we are waiting for the biopsy report to see where it originates from. but they see tumors in the liver (almost the entire liver) and pancreas. i feel so lost, and devastated. my mom is the closest person to me. i have family and siblings i am close to, but they all have their own families.
ive made a lot of mistakes in my life, im 30 years old, and i dont have a drivers license, and quit college a couple of years ago. Ive been making money by my brother paying me to take care of my niece. i know that makes me sound awful, ive been so lost all of my life. i want to be a stronger person for my mom and for myself. im the one caring for her during the day and night. my brother helps in the afternoons, and my sister will cover the day on weekends.
ive been desperately searching for information but everything is so contradictory. people saying to do chemo, to NOT do chemo (that its a death sentence). people saying that diet can cure you. i feel so confused and lost and feel like such a disappointment to my mom and to myself.