I am so sorry
I know what you are going through to some extent. I lost my precious Marbles horribly August of last year. Not a day goes by that I am still trying to deal with it. All I can do is pray for you for comfort. I really wish I could do more. I share your grief and feel greatly with you. You can PM me if you want to know our story with Marbles or just need to talk about your loss. We did not get to say good-bye to Marbles either and I know that was the hardest. I am SOOOO sorry for your pain.