Thanks to my horrible trust issues and this frustrating bipolar disorder I have turned yet another person I care about into an enemy. I received an e-mail from my only true friend left in the city today who stated that she didn't want to be my friend anymore, because of a number of reasons, but the main one being that I am too draining.
I have such a difficult time with relationships, period. Plus I have to go back to work soon. I don't know how I'm going to be able to handle it. I feel sick to my stomach.
Sorry for this... I just really needed to vent. A lot of people don't understand the agonizing hell that is bipolar disorder, and despite being on 4 separate bipolar meds, I just don't feel like I'm completely well. Not to mention I've been having disassociating a LOT lately, likely due to the stress of returning to work. If any of you could send a few healing vibes my way, I would greatly appreciate it. Thanks for listening.
Sorry for this... I just really needed to vent. A lot of people don't understand the agonizing hell that is bipolar disorder, and despite being on 4 separate bipolar meds, I just don't feel like I'm completely well. Not to mention I've been having disassociating a LOT lately, likely due to the stress of returning to work. If any of you could send a few healing vibes my way, I would greatly appreciate it. Thanks for listening.