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My cat Paprika passed away a little over a month ago now and I knew for a couple of years that the end was not too far off for her. But, nothing could prepare me for the emptiness that I feel in my heart still.
The past week I have stayed at work late and a couple times I think to myself "I can't wait to get home and relax with kitty.." and then I pause and remember that is she is no longer with me. I feel so lonely without her. She had been with me for almost 18 years.
Today was another day that I stayed late at work and came home to an empty apartment. My fiance wasn't there either and wouldn't be tonight. I feel like everything has just been mediocre lately... My job isn't exciting to me anymore, one of my best friends moved away, an aunt of mine has advanced stage cancer, etc. Times like these I would snuggle up with kitty and she would just purr. There is nothing more calming and reassuring than a purr.
How I miss her...
The past week I have stayed at work late and a couple times I think to myself "I can't wait to get home and relax with kitty.." and then I pause and remember that is she is no longer with me. I feel so lonely without her. She had been with me for almost 18 years.
Today was another day that I stayed late at work and came home to an empty apartment. My fiance wasn't there either and wouldn't be tonight. I feel like everything has just been mediocre lately... My job isn't exciting to me anymore, one of my best friends moved away, an aunt of mine has advanced stage cancer, etc. Times like these I would snuggle up with kitty and she would just purr. There is nothing more calming and reassuring than a purr.
How I miss her...