Don't want to get off topic but just wanted to say...Sorry you're having such a rough time. The only problems I ever have are financial. If I could just win that Mega Millions one time...
I bought a ticket a few months ago because I was "feeling lucky". I was really disappointed when the numbers they played were 6, 12, 24, 48, and just continued in that sequence. What if I had just jokingly picked those numbers?!
I woke up in the morning and said to my mom, "This could have been a very different Saturday morning," as I bitterly sipped my tea.