Mia is very fortunate that when I took her into my home that I did not have stipulations for keeping her. She had a bad reaction to the spay surgery and anesthesia, and had temporary organ damage. I had to hand feed her with a syringe for about a month. Then I took her back to the vet and they discovered there was a bullet lodged in her pelvis, and that her leg had shattered and healed from the gun shot wound, but had healed crooked, so she would always be a little lame. She is not an outwardly affectionate cat, nor does she easily allow me to touch her or pick her up. However, she loves to play with the wand toy with me. She seems happy to be alive and to be cared for and have a safe home. And I am able to get her to a vet when I need to, but it is not easily done because she is very skittish. But had I not taken her into my home four years ago, she would have died by now. She would not have survived in the wild with her injury. Loving Mia has made me a better person because I have learned to let go of expectations and just love freely and give freely. With both cats and people, sometimes we need to just love and accept them even with their limitations and hope they do the same for us.
With regard to sometimes speaking above a whisper, you need to understand that the relationship I have with my five rescued cats is very deep and strong, and they do in fact view me as a human mother. So when my alpha male cat tries to pick on one of the others and I raise my voice and say his name, he retreats. Then he jumps on my lap and 6 positive attention and all is well. Relationship is everything.
With regard to sometimes speaking above a whisper, you need to understand that the relationship I have with my five rescued cats is very deep and strong, and they do in fact view me as a human mother. So when my alpha male cat tries to pick on one of the others and I raise my voice and say his name, he retreats. Then he jumps on my lap and 6 positive attention and all is well. Relationship is everything.