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As of February, it's been ten years since I lost my sister, Freeble.
We grew up together. I couldn't imagine a life without her. And now that I've been living in this hell for a decade, it still doesn't seem real. I still feel like any day now she'll be running up to me wanting pets and cuddles.
I don't know how normal it is to still be crying over your cat almost every day a decade after they've passed, but I truly feel like I lost a sister just as close to me as my human one.
I would do anything to see her one more time and tell her I love her.
And my biggest regret in my entire life is that the day they put her down, I thought I couldn't handle being there while it happened, so we left before they put her to sleep.
She passed away surrounded by strangers, and I'm so worried she wondered where I was when it happened.
If I could just see her one more time and tell her how much I love her and that I think about her and miss her every single day of my life, maybe I could finally move on from that regret.
I love you and miss you so much, Freeble. I really hope I get to see you again in this life. If I get lucky enough, maybe you'll come back as my child.
Baby me and kitten Freeble.
Older and closer together than ever.
This is the necklace I had made from the image below.
And this beautiful picture of her with a flower in her hair is the one I got tattooed:
We grew up together. I couldn't imagine a life without her. And now that I've been living in this hell for a decade, it still doesn't seem real. I still feel like any day now she'll be running up to me wanting pets and cuddles.
I don't know how normal it is to still be crying over your cat almost every day a decade after they've passed, but I truly feel like I lost a sister just as close to me as my human one.
I would do anything to see her one more time and tell her I love her.
And my biggest regret in my entire life is that the day they put her down, I thought I couldn't handle being there while it happened, so we left before they put her to sleep.
She passed away surrounded by strangers, and I'm so worried she wondered where I was when it happened.
If I could just see her one more time and tell her how much I love her and that I think about her and miss her every single day of my life, maybe I could finally move on from that regret.
I love you and miss you so much, Freeble. I really hope I get to see you again in this life. If I get lucky enough, maybe you'll come back as my child.
Baby me and kitten Freeble.
Older and closer together than ever.
This is the necklace I had made from the image below.
And this beautiful picture of her with a flower in her hair is the one I got tattooed: