Often, many of the things I do, are kept a secret from my parents... And they are anything but uninvolved on me (on the contrary, they are the polar opposite of it)... its mostly my fault as I am the one who keeps the secrecy, and sometimes even manipulating them to keep those things away. I am afraid that I say quite a few lies.
Its on the most part, pretty delicate stuff, and quite a few "sins" of mine... but my main problem is here:
I have always had a sense of gnawing guilt everytime I think how much I deceive them, or that what I do with them like that is not exactly appropiate. But then again, there is the sense of "fear" of what are they going to do if they hear some of that stuff... I simply don't know.
Is it safe, or perhaps at least suggestionable to keep secrets like that? For the reason I ask this, is trying to seek a bit of wisdom... Everynow and then I am forced to admit that I have to seek somekind of advice from people who know more than I do.
Its on the most part, pretty delicate stuff, and quite a few "sins" of mine... but my main problem is here:
I have always had a sense of gnawing guilt everytime I think how much I deceive them, or that what I do with them like that is not exactly appropiate. But then again, there is the sense of "fear" of what are they going to do if they hear some of that stuff... I simply don't know.
Is it safe, or perhaps at least suggestionable to keep secrets like that? For the reason I ask this, is trying to seek a bit of wisdom... Everynow and then I am forced to admit that I have to seek somekind of advice from people who know more than I do.