Hello,
I am I found this forum while looking for ways to cope with losing the cat of your life,
last monday, six days ago, bijoux was in the garden, I went back to my room to work and hours later I noticed that she was nowhere to be found, I've been looking for her since and I can't find her. I cry everyday, I write this while I am crying. I am from Tunisia, an arab country in North Africa and here people are not used to looking for cats with posters and stuff and when you ask around you just get mocked, people are sympathetic on facebook pages where tunisian pet lovers are found but most people just think well, it's just a cat, nobody understands. I am a cat lover, I have always had may cats, I currently have five, I lost many and grieved for them but I never felt what I feel for losing bijoux, she was always with me, she would sleep next to my pillow, she's the kind of cat who gives hugs, in the morning she always jumps in my hands and we go downstairs to have breakfast, she remained always as she was when she was a kitten, constantly snuggling, sleeping on my shoulders and all. I have been dealing with depression and anxiety without telling anybody around me and she was there for me, she felt my pain, she would come and kuddle when I cry. I only had her for one year and a half and I feel like a piece of me is missing. What is worse is that I don't know what happened to her, I keep imagining the worst and I can' realy share my feelings, I am deeply depressed and I have to hide it because "it's just a cat" but she was my best friend, my bijoux whom I miss more than words can describe
I am I found this forum while looking for ways to cope with losing the cat of your life,
last monday, six days ago, bijoux was in the garden, I went back to my room to work and hours later I noticed that she was nowhere to be found, I've been looking for her since and I can't find her. I cry everyday, I write this while I am crying. I am from Tunisia, an arab country in North Africa and here people are not used to looking for cats with posters and stuff and when you ask around you just get mocked, people are sympathetic on facebook pages where tunisian pet lovers are found but most people just think well, it's just a cat, nobody understands. I am a cat lover, I have always had may cats, I currently have five, I lost many and grieved for them but I never felt what I feel for losing bijoux, she was always with me, she would sleep next to my pillow, she's the kind of cat who gives hugs, in the morning she always jumps in my hands and we go downstairs to have breakfast, she remained always as she was when she was a kitten, constantly snuggling, sleeping on my shoulders and all. I have been dealing with depression and anxiety without telling anybody around me and she was there for me, she felt my pain, she would come and kuddle when I cry. I only had her for one year and a half and I feel like a piece of me is missing. What is worse is that I don't know what happened to her, I keep imagining the worst and I can' realy share my feelings, I am deeply depressed and I have to hide it because "it's just a cat" but she was my best friend, my bijoux whom I miss more than words can describe
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