I know alot of you don't agree with letting your cats outside and all, I understand the consequences for that action, I certainly don't need any
lectures on that right now! So if you reply, just remember I am hurting
so much that you couldn't make it any worse on me than I am myself!
That is exactly why I haven't already posted this until now, but I can say this it has been just awful not having all of ya'lls support this past week!
Tuesday Night I went out to finish a bit of raking, I had my spotlight in tow
and had rounded all kitties up and they migrated toward the back of the house. I picked up the spotlight and shined it over and called "GiGi" come on girl! I had gone in the front door, walked staight to the back door, opened it up, and Mama, Love, and Spook all came in, usually G will run the fastest and get in before them, so I kept calling her, I mean I had just seen her!
So I thought ok. she probably spotted a mouse, frog, or whatever and got
interested in that so I'll give her a minute, so I went and washed my hands, etc. went right back and started calling her again and again ....................
I haven't seen her since! I stayed up that night outside calling her for hrs.
I brought Jace to school and came right back (mind you I was on the brink
of nervous breakdown, I can't even explain how empty I feel!
I started a man hunt, cat hunt, in the woods, neighbhors, I put clothes out that had her smell, my smell all over the woods! I swear if I knew how to
have a nervous breakdown, I would just sit down and have one, I was
literally, screaming (which only brings to mind, "Scream" the exact same thing
happened to my Scream 2 yrs. ago) I have been so frustrated, you don't know if they are dead or alive, part of you thinks the very worst, and the other part has hope, then I think the worst again and the fit throwing begins
all over again! I called that cat until 2:00am that next night, when I
finally just deliriously gave up on my couch!
I will not be able to sleep in my bed for awhile, and everytime I pass by it
now I just want to throw up or crack, the way my heart is breaking !
G slept with me every night! OMG ya'll I MISS HER SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have not stopped calling for her! I have walked miles
back in the woods, calling and calling ! It's like she just disappeared into thin air! The night she left, I was outside calling and listening, it was so quiet
out there in the woods, it was almost creepy! If something got her, which
that is probably what happened, because she wouldn't have gotten to far, I know she was hungry! and she would have ran right back home !
Some say :my cat was gone for wks. before and came home!
I think: I could only be that lucky!
Others say: a coyote, or a hawk probably got her!
I think: I just wasn't ready for her to go!
I having a bit of trouble with the not knowing where, what or why and of course how! If she had been hit by a car, not good, but there is closure.
The not knowing is an ongoing torture! I have questioned everything, when do you stop calling them? when this whenever that!
I am so sad! I am so sorry for the long story!Please Please GiGi come back
home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!We miss you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monique
These were the last pictures of her (2 days before)
lectures on that right now! So if you reply, just remember I am hurting
so much that you couldn't make it any worse on me than I am myself!
That is exactly why I haven't already posted this until now, but I can say this it has been just awful not having all of ya'lls support this past week!
Tuesday Night I went out to finish a bit of raking, I had my spotlight in tow
and had rounded all kitties up and they migrated toward the back of the house. I picked up the spotlight and shined it over and called "GiGi" come on girl! I had gone in the front door, walked staight to the back door, opened it up, and Mama, Love, and Spook all came in, usually G will run the fastest and get in before them, so I kept calling her, I mean I had just seen her!
So I thought ok. she probably spotted a mouse, frog, or whatever and got
interested in that so I'll give her a minute, so I went and washed my hands, etc. went right back and started calling her again and again ....................
I haven't seen her since! I stayed up that night outside calling her for hrs.
I brought Jace to school and came right back (mind you I was on the brink
of nervous breakdown, I can't even explain how empty I feel!
I started a man hunt, cat hunt, in the woods, neighbhors, I put clothes out that had her smell, my smell all over the woods! I swear if I knew how to
have a nervous breakdown, I would just sit down and have one, I was
literally, screaming (which only brings to mind, "Scream" the exact same thing
happened to my Scream 2 yrs. ago) I have been so frustrated, you don't know if they are dead or alive, part of you thinks the very worst, and the other part has hope, then I think the worst again and the fit throwing begins
all over again! I called that cat until 2:00am that next night, when I
finally just deliriously gave up on my couch!
I will not be able to sleep in my bed for awhile, and everytime I pass by it
now I just want to throw up or crack, the way my heart is breaking !
G slept with me every night! OMG ya'll I MISS HER SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have not stopped calling for her! I have walked miles
back in the woods, calling and calling ! It's like she just disappeared into thin air! The night she left, I was outside calling and listening, it was so quiet
out there in the woods, it was almost creepy! If something got her, which
that is probably what happened, because she wouldn't have gotten to far, I know she was hungry! and she would have ran right back home !
Some say :my cat was gone for wks. before and came home!
I think: I could only be that lucky!
Others say: a coyote, or a hawk probably got her!
I think: I just wasn't ready for her to go!
I having a bit of trouble with the not knowing where, what or why and of course how! If she had been hit by a car, not good, but there is closure.
The not knowing is an ongoing torture! I have questioned everything, when do you stop calling them? when this whenever that!
I am so sad! I am so sorry for the long story!Please Please GiGi come back
home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!We miss you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
These were the last pictures of her (2 days before)