I am 21, physically disabled, and living with my mom and sister. They both don't like me being here: sister says when I go places when them, she doesn't enjoy herself. Mom says all she hears me do is complain and she doesn't know what to do about it. If they are playing a board game, and I ask to join, my sister will just leave.
I keep to myself most of the time. I don't think I'm annoying so I don't understand why they don't like me here. I admit, I do complain a bit because I'm in a lot of pain, and my cat just had knee surgery so I have to watch her all day and it makes the stress/pain worse. I actually don't complain much since my mom said that's all she hears me do.
Two years ago I was put on a drug called Lyrica and suffered bad side effects - the seratonin levels in my brain were compromised (rare effect called seratonin syndrome) and ever since, I have been very depressed and anxious.
I know that they would rather me live somewhere else, but I don't have any other options. My mom and I are paying all the bills 50/50. I hope that at the end of this lease I might be able to live alone.
I don't feel love from anyone in my family, but I do feel that my cats love me. I think that's why I care so much about them and try to "humanize" them by talking to them and watching tv with them and stuff. It just gets overwhelming sometimes.
I keep to myself most of the time. I don't think I'm annoying so I don't understand why they don't like me here. I admit, I do complain a bit because I'm in a lot of pain, and my cat just had knee surgery so I have to watch her all day and it makes the stress/pain worse. I actually don't complain much since my mom said that's all she hears me do.
Two years ago I was put on a drug called Lyrica and suffered bad side effects - the seratonin levels in my brain were compromised (rare effect called seratonin syndrome) and ever since, I have been very depressed and anxious.
I know that they would rather me live somewhere else, but I don't have any other options. My mom and I are paying all the bills 50/50. I hope that at the end of this lease I might be able to live alone.
I don't feel love from anyone in my family, but I do feel that my cats love me. I think that's why I care so much about them and try to "humanize" them by talking to them and watching tv with them and stuff. It just gets overwhelming sometimes.