I came home from work today and though it was just an ordinary day. My Parents then told me that my friend (basically a serogate brother to me if I needed anyone to talk to he was there) Chris Hung himself in the middle of the night.
He got up in the middle of the night on Thursday got out of bed beside his wife Amber and hung himself in their apartment. She found him in the morning.
I hadnâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t seen Chris since my Grandfatherâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]s funeral but my brother had spoken to him the night he hung himself. He was talking about all of the jobs he had lined up and was sounding positive from what me brother said… When I say there had never been any indication that he was depressed I mean there was NO indication.
Every time he saw me he would run over and get a hug. He has been part of my life since I was about 12 years old and Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m 30 now. He was ex-military and then went back a few years ago to drive a truck in Bosnia. He wore a Kilt in the military and in his wedding. He could talk the ears off a cob of corn and had a way of making you think he knew something about everything.
I am so mad at him. How could he do this to Amber. How could he not come to us if he needed to talk he had so may friends . We would have dome something if he had only told us. I now know that all the talk about jobs coming up was crap but . I was suicidal at one time in my life but now that I think back I know how ultimately selfish an act it is, he might have though that nobody was going to miss him but I can tell you it is effecting at least 30 people very deeply.
I just want to grab him an shake him or slap him or something. I canâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t tell you how upset I am.
He got up in the middle of the night on Thursday got out of bed beside his wife Amber and hung himself in their apartment. She found him in the morning.
I hadnâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t seen Chris since my Grandfatherâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]s funeral but my brother had spoken to him the night he hung himself. He was talking about all of the jobs he had lined up and was sounding positive from what me brother said… When I say there had never been any indication that he was depressed I mean there was NO indication.
Every time he saw me he would run over and get a hug. He has been part of my life since I was about 12 years old and Iâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]m 30 now. He was ex-military and then went back a few years ago to drive a truck in Bosnia. He wore a Kilt in the military and in his wedding. He could talk the ears off a cob of corn and had a way of making you think he knew something about everything.
I am so mad at him. How could he do this to Amber. How could he not come to us if he needed to talk he had so may friends . We would have dome something if he had only told us. I now know that all the talk about jobs coming up was crap but . I was suicidal at one time in my life but now that I think back I know how ultimately selfish an act it is, he might have though that nobody was going to miss him but I can tell you it is effecting at least 30 people very deeply.
I just want to grab him an shake him or slap him or something. I canâ€[emoji]8482[/emoji]t tell you how upset I am.