I wouldn't feel so bad....if he was found curled in a ball. Like he died peacefully. Not my Sandy, he wouldn't let himself go that way. He was found mid-step. Life could never get him to stop, not even death could stop my boy.
And now Cow won't eat anything. He lays around the front step meowing.
I am very sorry Natalie,
he is one very nice looking kitty.
Rest in peace Sandy , play well at the bridge. i bet they have many field mice for you to chase.
as for cow, give him some extra love for the next few days.