In november i left my home and flew 2000 miles to live with my boyfriend, leaving everything behind... my family... my stuff... my dog... my cats...my friends. everything.
I'm still struggling to make a sort of a life for myself here, but i feel so alone all the time. my boyfriend works about 10 hours a day so i dont see him, and i've met no one here that i could even consider a friend. It's so lonely. To make matters worse... ive had bad things happen in the past that makes it hard for me to meet or trust new people. but im so desperate to not feel alone. I cry alot and my boyfriend is tired of it... he does the work, he supports us. i dont even have a car to do errands for him. everything relys on him, and i feel so useless.
I started fostering to try to fill some sort of void but its just not the same as talking to human beings. i dont regret, even for a second, moving out here as i love my boyfriend very much. i just need more... and im not sure how to get it.
Have you ever been in this sort of a situation? what should i do?
I'm still struggling to make a sort of a life for myself here, but i feel so alone all the time. my boyfriend works about 10 hours a day so i dont see him, and i've met no one here that i could even consider a friend. It's so lonely. To make matters worse... ive had bad things happen in the past that makes it hard for me to meet or trust new people. but im so desperate to not feel alone. I cry alot and my boyfriend is tired of it... he does the work, he supports us. i dont even have a car to do errands for him. everything relys on him, and i feel so useless.
I started fostering to try to fill some sort of void but its just not the same as talking to human beings. i dont regret, even for a second, moving out here as i love my boyfriend very much. i just need more... and im not sure how to get it.
Have you ever been in this sort of a situation? what should i do?