Well, Jim came home the other night and said he doesn't want to be with me any more. He stayed that night but yesterday I brought him a change of clothes at work and told him to find somewhere else to stay. He is here tonight, until a friend of his gets back from out of town on Friday, then he'll stay with his friend. I told him he can sleep in our daughter's room. I am having great restraint in not posting his personal info here, I am very mad at him right now and wish there was some way to hurt him as badly as he has hurt me, though eventually that will pass. I do not want this, but I won't bother trying to make him stay. No good forcing someone to be where they don't want to be. I feel like a complete idiot, thinking that maybe things were going to get better, maybe it was his depression, maybe it was stress from everything. My heart is torn out. Everything I believed was in fact not true. I don't know what I'm going to do, about anything. I'm completely lost.