aaaaa it is so hard let me tell you ok almost a year ago i was online in a yahoo chat room the philly one seeing thats where i am from and i started talking to this guy we were really hiting it off we would go back and forth asking questions and were always like ok its your turn no its your turn well it turned out he lived in washington state and i was like then what are you doing in a philly chat room ? ya know he said his room mate really liked the philly eagles and was looking to chat about them well he finaly asked if he could call me on the phone i was like sure so we wound up talking for like 4 hrs on the phone till his calling card reached its limit then i called him back and we talked for another few hrs we went on like this for a few mounths and finaly decided to exchange pics via snail mail well summer rolled around and i was dying toi meet him in person so i got the money together and brought him to me sadly only for a weekend that was all he could spare but we had the best time he met my parents and daughter at dinner the first night we really had a great time well he was going to move here in dec. but things fell thru because the school he goes to said in order for him to transfer now he would owe $4000. in back loans or something i tried to think of ways to come up with the money but still havent its soo hard we are going on are 1 yr anniversary in febuary and we might not be together i miss him soo much he is really a great guy and i know he will be good for me its just so hard not being able to see the one you love on a daily basis being able to touch him or hold and kiss him really hurts i dont even know when ill see him again. can anyone relate?
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1/3/06 at 9:30pm