Originally Posted by CJandBilly
Nicky, if you could please, would you just stop in and say you're okay? Please? I'm really worried about you.
thats sweet of you
nothing much has happened since.
My uncle died and my mum was pretty cut up. we havent see him for 8-10 years because he had a break down and cut all ties with his family. he never really got back in touch with my mum after that and i guess when you leave it so long it gets harder and harder.
anyway, i was quite upset coz my brother and sister didnt care at all as they can barely remember him. i can remember him really well, he was a great guy. he used to get me birthday cards with pictures of cat on them
as my bf's gran had died recently he knew how i was feeling so i went to stay with him as he had a free house coz his parents are away scattering his grans ashes. i needed some where to get away from my brother and sister and finish off my dissertation (10,000 words
all went well for about three/four days. we cooked together, talked about booking our holiday, enjoyed each others company etc etc
i wonder if you guess can guess whats coming...
i had to email my tutor so went on his computer. as soon as i began to type a search for 'adult video chat rooms' sprung up. this search wasnt there earlier in the week. he had been going on adult webcam (i imagine) chat rooms whilst i was either downstairs or asleep.
so back to square one.
the thing is he needs me far more than i need him right now. i'm really happy with my life and excited about my future, he's just getting in my way.
just going to put this on the backburner until after my exams then decide. but this last incident has eroded any love or respect i had left for him.