OMG!
I feel sooooo sorry for you! i can't imaging loosing MY baby now- that would kill me probably!!!! You DID THE RIGHT thing! I am sending you all my warm vibes- Solomon adds some purring to it also! Please- be strong- everything will be ok! Life is full of loooses and sad things, but there are also so many cats who would love to be loved BY YOU! So, maybe yu should think about adopting once again? A friend for your Stinky!!!
I am sure if you will come to the shelter and will tell them what happened- they will try to help you to get over with your sadness!
Please, think about it! I know- nobody will ever take Tankys place, but- I am sure your heart is huge and there is a place for another kitty cat in it, right?
will be always here for you!