I felt I should let everyone know why I haven't been as active on TCS as I usually am. It's pretty much over between my husband Colin and I.(I know, we just got married not all that long ago, but things have become so bad and volitle with him that I just can no longer allow myself to be in that position.) I go tomorrow to pick out an apartment and the plan is to move out right after Christmas. Things have escilated to a point that I can no longer be with him. I've elaborated more in the PL....but for the sake of this thread I'd prefer not to go into too much detail other than I have tried just about everything to save it.....he just doesn't want to.
I still love him very much, but I also have to look out for what's best for me as well and right now it's in my best interest to get away from all of the negativity and bad things....to put myself in a better place and allow myself the chance to be happy maybe. Last night thing were so bad between him and I, that I left the house at 3am in my pajamas, grabbed my purse, keys and drove to my sisters house....that was the last straw. Things have been bad for months now and I'd stuck with it because I loved him and tried to make it work, but he has given up pretty much, so there's not much I can do. (We tried counseling - after the first session he blew up at me and said he wouldn't go back, we tried several books "5Love Languages" and "The Love Dare" most recently.....we didn't finish the last book, things have just become to bad.
It doesn't help that it's Christmas time eithor, but i'm just going to try and make the best of it. So anyways, if i'm not online as much as I normally am, that's what's going on. Any vibes you guys could spare would be nice.
It doesn't help that it's Christmas time eithor, but i'm just going to try and make the best of it. So anyways, if i'm not online as much as I normally am, that's what's going on. Any vibes you guys could spare would be nice.