I am literally sick to my stomach. I found a kitten with a feral. Got both fixed and vetted, and took them home. Took the kitten to an adoption event, and a nice family is interested. I still have the feral at my house...I've never had a cat in my life, much less a feral. I am struggling with taming this cat. It looks like I am going to have to keep this feral. Thus, I feel like I should keep the kitten, too, so he has company. The feral and kitten get along well. So, I have two cats, when I didn't want any. My stomach is in knots over this b/c in my heart I know you should only keep pets you actually want. The adoption group is mad at me (for backing out of adoption). I think I may be able to call the adoption group and let them have the kitten for this family b/c I don't think the paperwork is final. Please give me some advice. I cannot believe how stressful this has made me. I honestly think I've fallen into the abyss over this.