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I am feeling really depressed...
Kit Cat snuggled up to me all night last night and this morning followed me around till I left the house for work. As I pulled the car out of the garage he ran to the upstairs window to get to see me one more time before I left.
And it just sunk in... - this might be the last day he loves me this much as the new kitten will come tomorrow. It broke my heart into pieces. I really want this to work out and provide a good home to another beautiful animal forever. But if this is the price that I have to pay... is it worth it? Is it worth risking our current solid relationship? Am I being selfish for thinking / feeling this way? Is this even fair to my cat who seems pretty happy with his life right now? Is it fair to the kitten who deserves a good, loving home like ours but ultimately might not get to stay with us because of my selfish thinking?
I also thought wow.. I'm about to add a new member to the family and I'm supposed to be over the moon - why am I being this tensed and upset? I feel like a ridiculous person.
Kit Cat snuggled up to me all night last night and this morning followed me around till I left the house for work. As I pulled the car out of the garage he ran to the upstairs window to get to see me one more time before I left.
And it just sunk in... - this might be the last day he loves me this much as the new kitten will come tomorrow. It broke my heart into pieces. I really want this to work out and provide a good home to another beautiful animal forever. But if this is the price that I have to pay... is it worth it? Is it worth risking our current solid relationship? Am I being selfish for thinking / feeling this way? Is this even fair to my cat who seems pretty happy with his life right now? Is it fair to the kitten who deserves a good, loving home like ours but ultimately might not get to stay with us because of my selfish thinking?
I also thought wow.. I'm about to add a new member to the family and I'm supposed to be over the moon - why am I being this tensed and upset? I feel like a ridiculous person.