I seem to be having a day where I'm feeling especially emotional. Not sure why, could be PMS, could be I forgot to take my meds yesterday, could be that I'm turning 35 tomorrow. At any rate, I've been thinking a lot about a job I applied for 4 weeks ago and how much I really want the job. I'm feeling sad that I haven't heard anything & have even teared up a couple times. So I've been trying to make myself feel better by singing one of my favorite songs over & over in my head. So here is the song in my head:
A Million miles away from anything farmilar
a thousand places I would rather be
so I choke back the tears and try to find the bright side
though I find it hard to see beyond my suffering
in my heart I know your plan is so much bigger
but this small part is all that I can see
and I believe you have left me here to wander
still I can help but ponder where your leading me
so I ask why this road, why this way and this load
tell me how far must I go till I see till I know why this road.....
now I want to know what song is in your head right now.
A Million miles away from anything farmilar
a thousand places I would rather be
so I choke back the tears and try to find the bright side
though I find it hard to see beyond my suffering
in my heart I know your plan is so much bigger
but this small part is all that I can see
and I believe you have left me here to wander
still I can help but ponder where your leading me
so I ask why this road, why this way and this load
tell me how far must I go till I see till I know why this road.....
now I want to know what song is in your head right now.