As most of you already know, my Mother passed away on January 28th.
I was somewhat close to her, I loved her deeply.
I did have some problems with her off and on about not being there in my young childhood years.
She had a nervous breakdown when I was almost 5 yrs. old when her Dad died of lung cancer.
Then she began a 10+ year affair with a man she worked with that I only found out in about 1989 after a bad breakup of my own.
My major problem that I don't understand is,.....
I haven't had a good cry yet at all!!
I went to the cemetary today and have a lot of people to be there for me if I do crack.
I loved her and still do, she was a very passionate person about everything in life and I usually am too.
I take Wellbutrin XL300 & Lexapro 10mg everyday and am wondering if this is preventing me from reacting???
I always thought when Mom went I would lose it!
Am I in for a serious breakdown or am I just numb to it all??
I am just worried that I haven't seemed to react yet.
I though I would when I saw her at the funeral home in the casket, but I am just so relieved that she is out of pain. Although I never imagined life without her.
Is this normal???
Patty
I was somewhat close to her, I loved her deeply.
I did have some problems with her off and on about not being there in my young childhood years.
She had a nervous breakdown when I was almost 5 yrs. old when her Dad died of lung cancer.
Then she began a 10+ year affair with a man she worked with that I only found out in about 1989 after a bad breakup of my own.
My major problem that I don't understand is,.....
I haven't had a good cry yet at all!!
I went to the cemetary today and have a lot of people to be there for me if I do crack.
I loved her and still do, she was a very passionate person about everything in life and I usually am too.
I take Wellbutrin XL300 & Lexapro 10mg everyday and am wondering if this is preventing me from reacting???
I always thought when Mom went I would lose it!
Am I in for a serious breakdown or am I just numb to it all??
I am just worried that I haven't seemed to react yet.
I though I would when I saw her at the funeral home in the casket, but I am just so relieved that she is out of pain. Although I never imagined life without her.
Is this normal???
Patty