I dunno why im doing this but went to shelter today and looked at cats and held two of them.one looks a lot like my punkin but smaller in size is the only difference .I am in confusion cause I know I wont find another like my punkin I do know though I have much love to show any cat.something pushed me to that shelter today..i picked out two cats one orange tabby and one long haired black kitty.the orange tabby is about 6 months old and the other one is bout same age to.they were so good in my arms the orange kitty even kissed me hehe..they said the orange tab has been there sense last june im like wow that's a long time..i love the comapanionship you get I miss seeing my punkin watching me outside and then goin room to room looking for me and sleeping with me preferabley on my head lol..