We all like these don't we? A nice comfy little thread where read about the woes of others or post your own. I find writing what's bother me and seeing it on paper, er computer screen can make sense of it all... Or not but I don't have anyone around to talk with at the moment so I'll spill it here.
I'm not having a good life day today. In fact when I look back upon the last few months I don't think I've been genuinely happy in a very long time. I've been so stressed my stomach always hurts, my body is almost always tense and I simply cannot fully enjoy the things I used to.
My job is awfull I don't know how much more of it I can take. One of the techs is so verbally and physically abusive to the animals and is always breathing down my neck about something. I find myself constantly on the defensive there and by the time I get home I can't function like a normal person.
Brian and I don't have much of a relationship to speak of. Of course as he sees it we have a wonderful relationship and we couldn't be happier. His definition of happiness is playing his @#@$@$#@$ computer game for 6 hours after he comes home from work and letting Jessica cook and clean. I could just stop doing all that but he'd exsist off McDonald's and let the kitchen counters overflow with dishes and beer bottles. It happened once before... It was not pretty.
My grandmother who is still in the hospital is not doing so well. She confided in my mother that one of the nurses was being verbally abusive to her. My mom spoke with the administrator who assured her that the situation would be taken care of. Now the nurse just ignores her and pretends she's not there. She is also extremely depressed and has basically given up on life.
I really don't have any clue on how to get myself out of this rut. I just keep hoping it will go away. Sorry for the rant I'm sure I'll regret typing all this tomarrow but for now....
I'm not having a good life day today. In fact when I look back upon the last few months I don't think I've been genuinely happy in a very long time. I've been so stressed my stomach always hurts, my body is almost always tense and I simply cannot fully enjoy the things I used to.
My job is awfull I don't know how much more of it I can take. One of the techs is so verbally and physically abusive to the animals and is always breathing down my neck about something. I find myself constantly on the defensive there and by the time I get home I can't function like a normal person.
Brian and I don't have much of a relationship to speak of. Of course as he sees it we have a wonderful relationship and we couldn't be happier. His definition of happiness is playing his @#@$@$#@$ computer game for 6 hours after he comes home from work and letting Jessica cook and clean. I could just stop doing all that but he'd exsist off McDonald's and let the kitchen counters overflow with dishes and beer bottles. It happened once before... It was not pretty.
My grandmother who is still in the hospital is not doing so well. She confided in my mother that one of the nurses was being verbally abusive to her. My mom spoke with the administrator who assured her that the situation would be taken care of. Now the nurse just ignores her and pretends she's not there. She is also extremely depressed and has basically given up on life.
I really don't have any clue on how to get myself out of this rut. I just keep hoping it will go away. Sorry for the rant I'm sure I'll regret typing all this tomarrow but for now....