Very sorry, it's awfully sad.
But after my last question and reading what else you had posted, I knew, mom knew. The insistence of removing him was clear.
Not always clear to us, but instincts are given to moms for that reason. The highest level of insight.
You did not fail him or anyone. Stop that kind of thinking, you know better deep down, it's just from the loss you feel this way.
Hurts. Many of us know all too well.
But after my last question and reading what else you had posted, I knew, mom knew. The insistence of removing him was clear.
Not always clear to us, but instincts are given to moms for that reason. The highest level of insight.
You did not fail him or anyone. Stop that kind of thinking, you know better deep down, it's just from the loss you feel this way.
Hurts. Many of us know all too well.