i have this horrible thing that seems too stop me bonding with any of my cats dogs or other creatures......if i do they die!
well the cats and dogs i distance myself from because im too scared ill lose them... a few months ago my russian dwarf i got really attatche too and he suddenly died......
then there was rickys cat i bonded too ok he was old anyway, but he died, now TODAY my mouse roxanne died... i cant help but believe its because she got ill i started too bond whith her and try too make her better she seemed ok the last 2 days and today she died out of the blue.....
im heartbroke and terrified too love my babies
help i feel soo Crap!
well the cats and dogs i distance myself from because im too scared ill lose them... a few months ago my russian dwarf i got really attatche too and he suddenly died......
then there was rickys cat i bonded too ok he was old anyway, but he died, now TODAY my mouse roxanne died... i cant help but believe its because she got ill i started too bond whith her and try too make her better she seemed ok the last 2 days and today she died out of the blue.....
im heartbroke and terrified too love my babies
help i feel soo Crap!