I needed someone to turn to and well, you guys are that someone.
My friend died today and I am not taking it very well. i am trying to be strong because i don't want to upset her brother but it is so hard... I feel so guilty. I saw her a couple of months ago and told her I'd stop by sometime and..well honestly never did. Now I can't stop by and I feel so horrible. She was only 38 and as far as anyone knew, healthy as a horse. She had bad heartburn last night and she was going to go to the ER this am if it didn't get any better,well it didn't and so she was getting ready to go to the ER to get checked out and while she was getting ready her left arm went numb and she collapsed on the floor and died. she had a massive corinary. I feel so darn guilty for not going to see her when I had the chance, but I let work and home get in the way of seing the other important things in life,friends. I'm sorry to be such a downer but I just needed to talk and tell someone and I figured, why not my friends at the cat site? this sucks. I am trying to be strong for her brother who is a good friend of mine too but it is really hard when I feel so terrible..
My friend died today and I am not taking it very well. i am trying to be strong because i don't want to upset her brother but it is so hard... I feel so guilty. I saw her a couple of months ago and told her I'd stop by sometime and..well honestly never did. Now I can't stop by and I feel so horrible. She was only 38 and as far as anyone knew, healthy as a horse. She had bad heartburn last night and she was going to go to the ER this am if it didn't get any better,well it didn't and so she was getting ready to go to the ER to get checked out and while she was getting ready her left arm went numb and she collapsed on the floor and died. she had a massive corinary. I feel so darn guilty for not going to see her when I had the chance, but I let work and home get in the way of seing the other important things in life,friends. I'm sorry to be such a downer but I just needed to talk and tell someone and I figured, why not my friends at the cat site? this sucks. I am trying to be strong for her brother who is a good friend of mine too but it is really hard when I feel so terrible..