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Apart from Snowshoe, who I have pictures of....we lost several other kitties those due to horrible people deliberately running them over. Dark Crystal aka Phantom- I didn't know you for long but your loss is felt. Sable- You were so pretty. My beautiful little lilac point himalayan. I know that you were born feral, and that you needed a lot of work to trust us big things, but Mommy put in the work, and created a treat monster in the process. Every time I took the treats out you got so very excited. I still miss you enforcing me going to bed, if you didn't fall asleep on my hand to make me be done on the laptop you were grumbling as you tried to burrow under my blankets, then grumbling because I wasn't laying down so you could snuggle into my stomach. I know you weren't technically mine but I guess the others forgot to tell you that and you picked me anyway. I don't know that I can ever forgive the people that hit you and then threw you into the yard like you meant nothing. They were wrong, you meant so much to me and your paws left prints in my heart that time and loss can never remove. Stormshadow- I still expect you to be sleeping at the end of the bed, or on my pillows or to be sauntering up to me and say 'hi' while staring up at me with those big golden eyes that seemed even bigger against all your black fluff. Your loss is felt every single day, but I also feel so honored to have gained your trust and affection. Black Moon- Little Lady, what in the world can I say about you? No more face tramples to get me up even if they did fail, no more almost tortie with the cream chin going about her rounds and killing rats your own size. Your dog still misses you. But life must go on. Your littermate Obsidian is clingier than ever with me. All of you have left such big holes in my heart that no other cat can fill but the others need me too, and I know you are still looking down at me purring the whole time as I make sure the others are happy and healthy and know that they are loved. The one major thing about my behavior that has changed is that I am now compelled to go outside before going to sleep and do a round of the property making sure everyone is present and accounted for, so far everyone is but I still worry so much that I'm going to find another of you precious fur babies dead by the road.
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