Do take care of yourself, and I hope that things do get better soon for you, there is nothing worse than that empty house feeling. We are all here for you through your grief.
Oh I am glad that you felt strong enough to write this thread, well at least for some part of your day anyway. We are all thinking of you and wishing you peace
Susan said it best, Kass. Imagine ALL of us hugging you, because if you were right here that is what I would be doing. I also wished we lived nearby... I hate to think of you being alone in the house because I know that's when the mind starts wandering.
I know it's hard and right now this seems light years away.. but there is going to come a time when you think of your Emerald girl and instead of tears, a smile is going to light up your face because you are going to remember the good times you shared.
Please know that we are all here for you as often as you need us.