OKay today has been my worst day ever.
In a year time my mum and dad will be divorced.
I went shopping and came home and mum was in an arguement with my dad..
She was really devestated and then she was crying.
at about 6:30 pm as she sat on the balcony thing that is like inside the house she just decided to get on her chair to jump out!
I screamed and ben grabbed her and pulled her back in!!!!!
I cant get the sight out of my eyes that she was going to kill her self.
We called the psysiactric house and they came and took her to hospital.
I am so scared because tday on the way home i saw this advertisement about a "pietat" planning your funeral thing..
She wants to be home for christmas but i dont know if they will let her out!
her alcohol level was 0.7 which isnt high but by the time she got to the hospital she had 0.6 8
Im just scared that she will kill her self again. i cant bear it that she will do it.
My dad said to let her jump, and i said that he would be charged with murder and so would i, if we witnessed her jump. I'm just glad that my bf was home at the time because i know i couldnt have saved her if i were by my self.
I love my mother too much, and the sad thing is i dont even consider my father as a father.
Then when i came home i couldnt come onto the cat site because my computer keeps on dying. So my bf took the computer appart and there was so much dust in there *throws up*
Now my screen is in black and white and its all messed. I have to reinstall or something But i hope to be back on with in the next hour with out any problems *rolleyes*
I really need to get it out because i have noone else to turn to at this moment.
I think i need to start seeing a psychologist.
In a year time my mum and dad will be divorced.
I went shopping and came home and mum was in an arguement with my dad..
She was really devestated and then she was crying.
at about 6:30 pm as she sat on the balcony thing that is like inside the house she just decided to get on her chair to jump out!
I screamed and ben grabbed her and pulled her back in!!!!!
I cant get the sight out of my eyes that she was going to kill her self.
We called the psysiactric house and they came and took her to hospital.
I am so scared because tday on the way home i saw this advertisement about a "pietat" planning your funeral thing..
She wants to be home for christmas but i dont know if they will let her out!
her alcohol level was 0.7 which isnt high but by the time she got to the hospital she had 0.6 8
Im just scared that she will kill her self again. i cant bear it that she will do it.
My dad said to let her jump, and i said that he would be charged with murder and so would i, if we witnessed her jump. I'm just glad that my bf was home at the time because i know i couldnt have saved her if i were by my self.
I love my mother too much, and the sad thing is i dont even consider my father as a father.
Then when i came home i couldnt come onto the cat site because my computer keeps on dying. So my bf took the computer appart and there was so much dust in there *throws up*
Now my screen is in black and white and its all messed. I have to reinstall or something But i hope to be back on with in the next hour with out any problems *rolleyes*
I really need to get it out because i have noone else to turn to at this moment.
I think i need to start seeing a psychologist.